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Having a difficult time planning the upcoming wedding. Kyle and I are not agreeing on many things and have fought a lot lately.
I wanted a large celebration...she wants a very small intimate group. I wanted steel drums during the ceremony...she wants her brother to play the guitar. I wanted a party for those who arrived early...she wants alone time. I ordered sparklers to light after the wedding...she doesn't like them. After many fights, I had to step back and realize that this isn't my wedding...it's hers. It's difficult when you're paying for everything and have little room for input, and when event planning is my profession, but I want her to be happy and not stressful. That's all that matters.
I have no doubt the event will be flawless and she will be the happiest bride in the world. I may have to drink a lot in order to let things go the way she wants but it will be beautiful.
Still struggling with the family. The only people I speak to are Milt and Mary. The chaos never ends and I really want no more of the turmoil. I have too much going on, too much to do, than to worry about who said what. I miss Caz...a lot.
Every time the phone rings it seems like there's another problem. Jason called and Natalie wants to change Zeke's last name to Monaghan. How insane. Jason was livid. Nat's last name is Monaghan, Jude's last name was Price on the birth certificate, which she changed to Monaghan several months after he was born, and now she want's Zeke's name changed. You know, too bad that she had two children with two different men...Zeke's name is Phillips and I told Jason that Natalie cannot change it without his approval and not to worry about it. The Phillips name is not one that I'm fond of...but it's my kid's name and it is Zeke's name...regardless.
I get to see Spiderman this weekend. It has been so long since he's visited. He's growing up and is attending birthday parties and events and I understand he's building a life...but this weekend he is mine and we will have a blast!!!!!!!!
I wanted a large celebration...she wants a very small intimate group. I wanted steel drums during the ceremony...she wants her brother to play the guitar. I wanted a party for those who arrived early...she wants alone time. I ordered sparklers to light after the wedding...she doesn't like them. After many fights, I had to step back and realize that this isn't my wedding...it's hers. It's difficult when you're paying for everything and have little room for input, and when event planning is my profession, but I want her to be happy and not stressful. That's all that matters.
I have no doubt the event will be flawless and she will be the happiest bride in the world. I may have to drink a lot in order to let things go the way she wants but it will be beautiful.
Still struggling with the family. The only people I speak to are Milt and Mary. The chaos never ends and I really want no more of the turmoil. I have too much going on, too much to do, than to worry about who said what. I miss Caz...a lot.
Every time the phone rings it seems like there's another problem. Jason called and Natalie wants to change Zeke's last name to Monaghan. How insane. Jason was livid. Nat's last name is Monaghan, Jude's last name was Price on the birth certificate, which she changed to Monaghan several months after he was born, and now she want's Zeke's name changed. You know, too bad that she had two children with two different men...Zeke's name is Phillips and I told Jason that Natalie cannot change it without his approval and not to worry about it. The Phillips name is not one that I'm fond of...but it's my kid's name and it is Zeke's name...regardless.
I get to see Spiderman this weekend. It has been so long since he's visited. He's growing up and is attending birthday parties and events and I understand he's building a life...but this weekend he is mine and we will have a blast!!!!!!!!
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